メリークリスマス!!!!!
and!!
あけましておめでとうございます!!!!! <-----Akemashite omedeto gozaimasu

I wanted to post one more journal entry before the holidays end especially for this year.


I've had an odd year. Alot of ups and downs and things spyraling out of control.
Alot has changed some things have stayed the same

Things that started at the beginning of the year changed maybe for the better?, some things changed maybe for the worse?

In the years end I have become a stronger more opinionated person, but I have tried to stay that caring person.

I have made some horrible choices, I have said some horrible things but I have seen that it was wrong and changed for what I hope was the better .


I love my family , I care for my friends and I respect my enemies.
I don't run from my problems anymore. , I face them with the most ease.
I comfront the dark and try and mold it into something bright and better for those round.


I have made friends. I have made enemies. I have made relationships, and I have broken them .
I still love
but I also still hate.


I cry but yet.
I still smile.


I get angry but :fustrated:
I also smile.


I try to achieve the little goals but also try and conquer my fears and go through with the large tasks to achieve the major goals. :sings:


I have asked for fogiveness and I have also asked to be left in the dark. :heartbroke:
Tears shed, hearts broken, minds made and feelings twisted I have done many things this year but in the end , the end of the year that has made me see
who I once was that which does not matter anymore




The person who I can be.




I do not ask to change minds, and to make those who once loved me to love me once more but as well see what I have seen


and

merry christmas...

and a happy .



new



year....








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